Monday, June 14, 2010
So I'm having surgery tomorrow and everyone keeps asking me if I'm nervous and I keep telling them no, which I thought was the truth, but I realized recently that it might not be completely. Surgery does not scare me, especially such a supposedly simple procedure, so for that I am not nervous at all, but the truth is I've gotten kind of excited about this whole thing. If it works the way it is supposed to it will make my life so much better and I'm just kind of counting on that, so if it so happens that I am among the 20% that it doesn't work for, I'm going to be a little bit devastated. To be back to square one? I would cry, and we all know that I don't cry (except when it comes to Grey's Anatomy, weird I know) so anyway, that's the deal. I really feel like everything will go well and life will be all sorts of fabulous though, so when I say I'm nervous for this, I mean a very small part of me is nervous. Also, I would just like to say here how fantastic people are. There have been so many people that have been concerned about me, asking me how I am, what they can do for me, throwing prayers my direction etc. And a lot of these people I barely know. Not going to lie, it makes me feel great to be so well taken care of, so thanks to everyone. People are nice. So there you have it.